Day 114 - Yesterday Swam for 30 minutes with my new ater resistant MP3!!...music really does help me work harder and go longer. Got about 1609 calories and stayed very well on track.
Day 115 I did Body pump and got about 2050 calories. What's the deal?? Can I just not eat junk food ever? I rationed my portions while at a friends house watching a movie, Then I rationed another and another...all while counting calories. Then this evening I literally was like, whatever I don't care I'm eating. Granted I planned to take in 1800 today, so Im only 250 above. And with Pump I broke even moast likely. But I don't want to stay the same! I want to be skinny! Are my body goals too strict...I feel like Im going nowhere. And with a week like I've had rationalizing and over calirie'ing...I am probably not going anywhere. But also...it takes time right? I'm giving my life till next April. I'm trying to stay motivated and not discouraged at least till then. Back to my junk food binge...DANG!!!! I just frustrate myself sometimes.
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