Day 26-Amber

Had a set back today...I misunderstood what was for lunch it was Pizza and turkey legs. (We were working at a community service carnival put on for Women's Job Corp...anyway...it was a through lunch thing). I prepperd myself with some almonds, grapes and a granola bar. Ate my almonds and didn't drink near as much water as I should have. By the time lunch rolled around I was starving. Here's what I had...and my proposed calories for each:

A couple bites of Pappa Murphy's sausage pizza(i thought enough to be 1.5 small slices: 350
Maybe 1/8 of a hotdog (I was nibbling on the 2 yr old's food while she ate in my lap): 59 calories
Couple of bites of dessert pizza - only the tops: 200?
Probably 1.5oz mixed cheeses:170
1tbs Ranch dressing on my salad:74
Pringles: 175
Less than half a grape juice juice box: 64

This plus my breakfast plus my almonds landed me at 1586 or so!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT!!!????

So guess what I did for dinner...fasted. I'm so angry at myself!! And tired. I just got home, it's midnight and I'm fighting the urge to eat a granola bar.

I did however, have 2 bites of cheese and 1 of pasta from lasagna, and 1 bite of chocolate cake with frosting and a lick of frosting. Not trying to be anal...but today has been a day of counting and recounting and trying to figure out how much I ate.

I really don't know if I overestimated for lunch, and how much my dinner bites were. I guess I'm just really angry about purposely not eating a whole darn hot dog at lunch, but throughout managing to still eat my whole days worth of calories by just nibbling.

WHY....yet again I find another way NOT to do things. PRE-PORTION. Do not nibble. Dangit.

I think tomorrow's weigh in will be low...but I'm still mad...maybe I'm mainly mad that I didn't eat dinner. :-( I really am such a baby. Good thing it's Sunday and the weekend is over. HA!